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May. 31st, 2026 10:00 pm

Robby has managed to put in a temporary fix for the site errors and things failing to refresh or not showing up where they should! The permanent fix is going to need Mark's experience, and unfortunately -- seriously, this literally never fails -- Mark has been on an international flight all day, because of course he has. (Never. Fails. He and I are not allowed to both take vacation at once.)

The site will work just fine with the temporary fix in place, things just might be a little slow here and there. We'll keep you updated.

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May. 31st, 2026 08:59 pm
We're aware of site traffic issues and are working to fix them for the people who are having problems! (The tactics the damn bot traffic uses are endlessly shifting, and they're really good at looking like real traffic, sigh.)
Hugo homework continues. I'm posting about it real time on the sync read post, but also posting here as I finish things I consider stand-alone books (novellas and longer) and complete categories:

8. Amal El-Mohtar, The River Has Roots – I wasn’t sure what to expect from this one, and I’m still not entirely sure what I think. There is some lovely prose, some of which I found self-indulgent, and some of which I found overly poetic – not in a purple prose way, but in a way where I thought it would’ve genuinely worked better for me in a poem than a novella – but some of it was just good, too, and I think the prose was a positive for me on the whole. The grammar puns – or, not puns, but whatever you’d call it when it’s played straight – grammar word games, I guess? – were mostly a miss for me, though. Like, they’re clever, but they punctured my suspension of disbelief rather than enhancing my reading experience, and felt kind of superfluous and, IDK, smug?

I like the bones of the story, though. Spoilers )

Of the two sibling-centric, dealing with the fey novellas that are on the ballot this year, I definitely prefer The Summer War – it’s more relevant to my interests and also has more going on – The River Has Roots is a short novella (which I did not realize, because the ebook in the voter packet is padded out with an excerpt and long acknowledgements – and some lovely woodcut-type art, which I did enjoy – and the story itself (including the illustrations) is only 90 of the 130 pages), but it feels slight even for its real length – a fair bit of it is songs and repetition. But I reasonably enjoyed this one, too, even though I did have to force myself not to skim some of the more self-indulgently descriptive sections.

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OK, so, I’m going to take the fact that I’ve read 4 different novellas since starting the T.Kingfisher one as a sign that I should maybe try reading other things in other categories rather than trying to force myself through that one. And I thought the easiest way to… well, ease myself into full-length novels would be to start with the C.B.Lee Lodestar nominee.

9. C.B.Lee, Coffeeshop in an Alternate Universe – Hm. My experience of this book was a fairly monotonic downward trend over its 450 pages (too many pages! It did not need so many pages), which is pretty disappointing but not entirely surprising. My history with C.B.Lee is that I read Not Your Sidekick and found it really cute, despite not finding it any sort of great literature, so those were the expectations I went into this book with, and I was on board with it when it was doing cute teenage hangouts (both romantic and platonic) and everyday family/community stuff – it’s still a bit twee and very Tumblr-earnest, but it is talking about things it knows about, and so it’s charming even when it is, you know, very average modern YA. But then it attempts to have a grand plot, which left me increasingly bored throughout the middle section, and then I got to the last quarter or so and found myself actively annoyed, because now the book was trying to be about world-shaping events and Big Themes and clever plans, and it’s just… not good at conveying any of those things, sorry XD More, with spoilers )

Anyway, overall, this started out cute but ended being quite disappointing. I’m not mad I read it, but I think I would be mad if it wins the Hugo… Ah well.

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Taskmaster s21e08 – this series is going so fast! Spoilers )

This week’s podcast guest was Jason Mantzoukas, whom I think I enjoy less as the podcast guest than a lot of people, but who was nevertheless a breath of fresh air after John Kearns. He shared that spoilers! )

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Taskmaster Oz s5e04 -- don't have much to say about Anisa's dress this time around, but I do love her glittery lipstick which looks like the ruby slippers. Spoilers )

The Caretaker, by Marcus Kliewer

May. 30th, 2026 02:02 pm


By the author of We Used to Live Here.

Macy is a depressed young woman caring for her kleptomaniac younger sister after their father died in a car crash. She's desperately poor and more or less unemployable, due to her resting bitch face and bad employment history which includes stuff like throwing sodas on mean customers.

She answers a Craigslist ad to be the caretaker of a home with a bizarre set of rules covering when certain lights must be turned on or off, what to do if she sees a rabbit, etc. When she breaks a rule, she has to open a sealed envelope or get a creepy phone call, both of which contain further instructions. Each broken rule causes the overall situation to escalate, and supposedly causes bad consequences for her personally though the latter mostly doesn't happen. Things escalate quickly as she breaks rule after rule because, as it turns out, she's apparently incapable of doing anything right. No wonder she can't keep a job!

The entire structure of the book feels like OCD, and Macy acquires a sort of magically-inflicted OCD as well. So it's all a metaphor for mental illness/grief. But the whole thing feels mechanical - it's set up a bit like a video game and Macy, who is kind of a sad sack, feels like she's just there to be put through it. She breaks the first rule the first day, quickly followed by every other rule. Her complete and total incompetence made me lose all interest in her. It would have helped if she'd been on top of the rules for a while, rather than instantly failing - especially since the random elderly woman who preceded her seemed to have succeeded for three months. Macy couldn't manage for one hour!

Literally nothing is explained. I don't mind some ambiguity or Things Man Cannot Know, but in this case, it felt like the author was just throwing cool stuff at a wall with nothing behind it. (What happened to Caleb, the son of the previous caretaker? Why did the rules work? Were they arbitrary, or was there some weird logic to them? What caused people to get stuck in time loops? Were people getting stuck in time loops? Were the blue-eyed people ghosts or something else? Who was making the phone calls, how were they getting through, and how did they know what to say? Why was the house so important? What was up with parallel realities? What was the entity?)

I also would have liked it to be more ambiguous, at least for a while, whether any of the magical elements were real or just believed to be real. And it would have been nice if Macy was slowly sucked into belief by means of doing the rituals, rather than having a magical switch in her head flipped to suddenly make her believe.

The book was engrossing while I was reading it, but ultimately unsatisfying. It felt both flat and overly slick. I wonder if We Used to Live Here is better, or more of the same.

Content notes: The entire book is one big OCD trigger. There is threatened/implied harm to rabbits, but though one wild rabbit is found dead of unknown causes, the rabbits we meet end up fine.

Summer of Horror sign-up

May. 30th, 2026 01:28 pm
To come!

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May. 30th, 2026 08:07 am
I am under a kind of curse, which is that if I see a King Arthur riff that looks exceptionally strange or funny I must bring it home to experience and add to my collection [mentally, metaphorically] [the physical book does not need to stay in my physical home once I have consumed its contents].

King Arthur in the children's novel The Camelot Code: The Once and Future Geek is also under a kind of curse, which is to say, he's King Arthur. I found this novel in a used bookstore and read the back copy explaining the plot, which is that Arthur time travels to the future, self-Googles, and immediately decides to abandon his destiny and try out for the football team instead. The mirror crack'd from side to side, "the curse has come upon me," I cried, eyes fixed on Camelot, etc.

So! The Camelot Code begins with best friends Sophie and Stu, playing their favorite video game Arthurian Flavor World Of Warcraft with their buddy Melvin from California. Alas! Stu can't raid next Friday because he has recently joined the soccer team and he has to go to pizza with them. Sophie worries that their friendship, which is built around being geeks who don't have normal high school hobbies, is perhaps doomed. :((

Meanwhile, in The Indeterminate Past, best friends Serving Boy Arthur and Princess Guinevere (a plucky warrior princess who can absolutely use a sword but is also at risk of being Sold Off Like A Mule to the Highest Bidder in Marriage) are hanging out secretly distributing largesse to oppressed peasants. Alas! They can't distribute any more largesse because evil Agravaine and Kay have shown up to bully them and oppress the peasants even more. Arthur worries that their friendship, which is built around being compassionate heroes who are not married off to evil knights, is perhaps doomed. :((

These two worlds connect when, during a visit to Merlin's Crystal Cave [it's very sparkly] [Merlin distributes Ray-Bans to all visitors], Gwen and Arthur accidentally drop Uther's magical scabbard down a time portal to Massachusetts, which Merlin keeps open for the wi-fi. Through a series of chaotic events, Arthur ends up at Sophie and Stu's school, while Stu under a shape-changing spell has to sub in for him at Camelot to pull the sword out of the stone and get the legend off on the right track.

Merlin is able to recruit Sophie and Stu specifically because! it turns out! he's their raid buddy Melvin! To be clear, this is not part of some Merlin master plan. Merlin just enjoys Arthurian-flavor WoW and it is NOT weird for him that everyone in Arthurian-flavor WoW greets each other by going "May the Merlin be with you."

The rest is under a cut because I do feel compelled to describe the entire plot in detail )

Okay, that's all. It's in the mental collection. My curse has been lifted, and the book can now leave my house again.

Japanese Gothic, by Kylie Lee Baker

May. 28th, 2026 01:07 pm


This impressively weird dark fantasy/timeslip novel has three storylines. One follows Lee, a white American college student in the modern day. He too is impressively weird. He can tell when people are lying, he can hear other people's heartbeats, he sees bloodstains that no one else does, and he's addicted to over the counter sedatives like Benadryl to muffle his perceptions which are normally painfully acute. He's also very emo and obsessed with death. For a while I was convinced that he was a vampire.

When we meet Lee, he's fled to Kagoshima, Japan, where his father is living with his latest Japanese girlfriend in a historic samurai house. (Lee's mother disappeared in Cambodia under mysterious circumstances long enough ago to be legally dead; the official story is that she was taken by human traffickers.) The reason Lee fled is that he murdered his college roommate for reasons he can't recall, and also can't recall where he hid the body!

The second main storyline follows Sen, a girl Lee's age from a samurai family a hundred years ago, after the samurai were essentially outlawed. Her father took part in a failed rebellion in which everyone else was killed, and has fled with his family to the same house Lee is living in now. Her father, a traumatized abusive asshole, is plotting another rebellion, and so has very reluctantly agreed to let her study the sword as her brothers are too young. Sen is extremely devoted to the idea of dying nobly to impress her father.

The third storyline, which only gets a couple of interspersed chapters, is a retelling of the legend of Urashima Taro, a Japanese fairytale about a fisherman who rescues a turtle who is actually a princess, and visits her castle under the sea.

Sen and Lee both begin to see each other, initially believing the other is a ghost. The book really picks up once they start talking to each other. Lee thinks that since Sen is dead in his time, maybe she can help put him in touch with his dead mother. Sen is reluctantly willing to oblige once she repeatedly fails to kill the creepy foreign ghost, mostly because he's someone her own age who will talk to her. Their relationship is intensely romantic but not sexual, or possibly extremely intensely platonic. But the more Lee presses Sen to try to contact his mother, and the more involved Lee gets with the idea of saving Sen from her rapidly approaching glorious death in battle, the more weird and surreal things get.

Japanese Gothic was a working title that stuck, and the book is indeed extremely gothic. I enjoyed how unabashedly overheated, strange, and surreal it was. It feels like Baker had a great time writing it. There's a number of mysteries and I figured out some in advance, but I never, not in a million years, would have figured out how they all fit together. In fact, almost everything does fit together quite neatly by the end. That aspect and others reminded me a bit of Catriona Ward.

I really enjoyed this book. It's Baker's second novel. Her first is Bat-Eater and Other Names for Cora Zhang, which I am excited to read.

Content notes: Gore. Inventive methods of child abuse (very reminiscent of Catriona Ward). Cruelty to animals (wild hares) (ditto).
It's been a while since we've done a full code push rather than just hotfixes for bugs, so we are well overdue! Depending on availability, we're aiming to do one sometime soon; we'll let you know specifics once we've worked out good timing for everyone who needs to be available.

However! The reason it's been so long is we kept trying to get some of the stuff that's pending to "really finished" instead of just "mostly finished", and then we once again looked around and went "oh no, this is a really big code push with a lot of changes". Those make us nervous, because while we do a lot of testing ourselves, y'all are really creative in how you use the site and we inevitably find a bunch of edge cases when we let you loose on new code with your real-world data!

So, if folks have some spare time in the next few days, it would be a huge help if you could spend half an hour or so using the site the same way you normally do but with the "Site-Wide Canary" beta features flag turned on. Canary mode is a sort of "live testing" mode: it's your real data, but running the most up-to-date code.

Canary mode always does have a few glitches -- there may be missing text strings or errors about missing database properties, which is a limitation of how we run it. We don't need to know about those, but anything else weird that you run into, leave a comment with what you were trying to do and the error message you got.

I'll repeat that the "here be dragons" caution that's on the beta features page: some things may be broken, so don't use it for when you're doing something important. But a few more eyeballs on it before the push will help the push go more smoothly for everyone.

For folks who want to concentrate on what's changing, we haven't finished the second code tour of what's going to be in this push, but the ffirst one has a good chunk of what's going to be going live. (We'll get the second half done ASAP!)
Having watched the first episode a few months back, yesterday we binged the entire six-part series. The episodes are half-an-hour each, so it wasn’t really that outrageous a binge—three hours is the length of many feature films these days.

As a series, and even watched all at once, the pacing is pretty good—leisurely, but I never felt bored. It’s a fantasy story that manages to feel like a slice-of-life comedy even as the weird plot elements start to stack up; and it sticks the landing in the final episode when all the storylines converge on the house at 30 Marvin Gardens.

I’m saying as little as possible to avoid spoiling the story, but just in case you’ve seen the first episode and are worried for the character: Michael’s aged father Brian (Micheal Palin) makes it out to the end of the series still alive and as well as an octogenarian with mild dementia can be, i.e. he wins a Triumph motorcycle in one of the contests he’s always entering and is somewhat annoyed they won’t let him ride it around the grounds of the retirement home.

The ending leaves us with a few mysteries and a “To Be Continued” title, but I’d be just as satisfied leaving the sequel to the audience’s imagination. Though if there’s a second season (reportedly there will be) I’m also willing to watch.

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May. 27th, 2026 08:14 am
I was sold on E.Y. Zhao's Underspin by this post via [personal profile] sleepnoises -- I also love books with Big Hole in the middle that do interesting things with POV! I also love a book that tells you at the beginning that the protagonist is already dead and then lets you sit with that tension for the next however many hundred pages. Pre-haunted by the protag, if you will.

I didn't quite love Underspin, as it turned out, but I do think it's really interesting as a structural project. We start at the funeral of almost-great table tennis prodigy Ryan Lo, his parents waiting for his coach to show up, which he doesn't. Then we go back in time and begin tracking Ryan's career through the eyes of various people who intersect with him over the course of his twenty-five years -- some who spend years with him on major life and career-altering enterprises, and others who cross his path for a day, a weekend, a single table tennis tutoring session at the local club. (My favorite POV character is the very elderly woman whose daughter is forcing her and her husband to take table tennis As A Retirement Activity despite their absolute lack of interest.)

Each of these chapters essentially functions as a little short story about a person who is at least tangentially involved with table tennis. They're all caught up in their own lives and problems, and also Ryan is also there, visible and attention-grabbing, handsome and talented and apparently destined for success, a perfect lightning rod for whatever insecurities the POV character happens to be feeling at that time. Through the structural distortion effect, though, it increasingly becomes clear that there's something wrong about Ryan's relationship with his coach, and the unease of that runs through the book, which began at Ryan's funeral.

I did kind of want more of a structural distortion effect ... from the description I was expecting a series of first-person narratives, The Moonstone-like, but on a prose level most of the book is actually written in more or less the same third-person MFA short story style, with a couple of exceptions. I didn't really click with it and it did detract a bit from the tension for me; I wanted a little more psychological horror, a little less wistful melancholy. But I think that's mostly an expectation-reality mismatch. I did like that there's never really a 'gotcha' moment, that by the time some truths are revealed you are not surprised by them, and that everything stays deeply ambiguous, deeply ambivalent, through the end. Also, there's no question that the book absolutely understands The World of Table Tennis.

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May. 26th, 2026 01:42 pm
Since I last musicblogged, I've listened to a fair amount of new-to-me music!

Miki, Yoa, Marguerite, PinkPantheress: Electropop I liked )

The War and Treaty, Daisy Grenade, MUNA, Natalie Jinju, Melanie Martinez: Some disappointments :( )

In singles, I am absolutely loving Olivia Rodrigo's "Drop Dead" and "The Cure" is growing on me; Lola Young is really something, and I love "From Down Here (From The Water);" Isleña Antumalen & Javiera Mena's "Madrugadas de nada" is a fun crepescular summer track; I don't like Adéla's "KGB" as much as I hoped, but "DeathByDevotion" still slaps.

I'm looking forward to checking out what Grace Ives is up to (SHE'S OPENING FOR OLIVIA? LAST I CHECKED SHE WAS ELIGIBLE FOR A UNDER 25K FOLLOWERS MUSIC LEAGUE ROUND); the new album from María José Llergo; going back for old Paramore; finally listening to Alligator Bites Never Heal, the recentish Tate McRae, and continuing through the absolute trove of ambient from [personal profile] imbir in this comment.

But as you can see I'm currently really enjoying summery electronic pop (sad or bouncy or dead inside) and pop-inflected metal and punk. Any recommendations warmly welcomed!


After 40 years together, Don and Rodney face the end of the world from a black hole that will swallow the Earth in exactly one month. So they embark on a road trip to keep a promise they made to their son.

Klune sells very well at my shop. He is good at doing what he does, and what he does is gay, twee, and glurgy. I did not enjoy The House on the Cerulean Sea and I did not enjoy this either. Both of them made my eyes glaze over. I started both of them, disliked them both, started skimming, still was bored and irritated, then skipped to the end to see how it all came out. Then I learned some information that made me revise my opinion of the book even lower. In the case of The House in the Cerulean Sea, it was an interview where he mentioned that his sappy, trivializing book was inspired by the Sixties Scoop. In the case of We Burned So Bright, it was his afterword.

Spoilery. Read more... )

Klune's books are very deeply meaningful for a lot of my customers, but UGH. The best thing I can say about it is that I quite like the covers.

The Glass Mermaid by Susan Clymer

May. 25th, 2026 01:44 pm


When you pick up an old children's book because it says it's about a tiny glass mermaid coming to life, you probably don't expect most of the story to involve the main character going to another world where she has to face an evil pirate witch who wants to nonconsensually adopt her. Admittedly this all happens while they're lugging around the now full-sized mermaid so she can be the best friend of the other world's sole mermaid, but if they miss the deadline she'll turn back to glass, while the witch pirate throws spells at them, but... Did I mention that all of this takes place inside a Christmas tree?

This is a pretty fun book but like many older children's books, recounting the plot is like describing a half-remembered dream.
Hugo homework continues. I'm posting about it real time on the sync read post, but also posting here as I finish things I consider stand-alone books (novellas and longer) and complete categories:

6. Annalee Newitz, Automatic Noodle – Hm. I don’t think I’ve read anything by Annalee Newitz prior to this, but I've read them and other people talking about their books, which set my expectations pretty low. And then [personal profile] cyanmnemosyne finished this novella and described it as, “If I had been asked to blurb it, my blurb would be ‘Great for fans of the Monk and Robot books’” – and since I HATED the first Monk and Robot book – well, OK, I strongly disliked the book itself and HATED that it won the Hugo – that further lowered my expectations.

But actually I thoroughly enjoyed the first half of the book, where it’s all getting to know our plucky band of misfit robots, making noodles (I do want some noodles now), and traipsing around future!San Francisco, and getting to hear what NorCal is like post ?the war of secession?. So, I was pleasantly surprised for the first part of my reading journey. But then I got to the parts where there are supposed to be, like, emotional arcs? and maybe themes more serious than “yum, noodles!”, and from here the book worked considerably less well for me. More, with spoilers )

7. Naomi Novik, The Summer War – this isn’t new ground for Novik, but she’s doing a thing she does well, and that I enjoy her doing, so, like, no complaints from me. This hasn’t got, for me, the iddy appeal of Uprooted’s central relationship, or the poignancy of Miryem the well-realized Jewish protagonist of Spinning Silver, but I do really enjoy Novik’s fairytales as a baseline, and her fey, with their alien morality that makes them at once laughable and compelling, which is a neat trick. And Novik also just writes prose in a way I really enjoy, which is on display here, and which was a big part of how much I liked this novella. Spoilers from here )

Short stories: Tia Tashiro, Isabel J. Kim, Thomas Ha, J.R.Dawson, Samantha Mills, Effie Sieberg )

Short stories (6/6): Missing Helen > Wire Mother > In My Country > 10 Visions > Laser Eyes > No Award > Revise You


Novelettes:

Never Eaten Vegetables, H.H.Pak )
The Millay Illusion, Sarah Pinsker )
When He Calls Your Name, Cat Valente )
Rapport, Friendship, Solidarity, Communion, Empathy, Martha Wells )
The Girl That My Mother Is Leaving Me For, Cameron Reed )
Kaiju Agonistes, Scott Lynch )

Novelettes: (6/6) Never Eaten Vegetables >> The Girl That My Mother Is Leaving Me For > When He Calls Your Name / Kaiju / Millay Illusion (I keep fiddling with the order... I think the Valente one has more of a point, under the thicket of words, though admittedly I found 'Kaiju' more fun and 'Illusion' less of a slog > the ART one (I liked the additional ART canon, I love ART, but in no way is that worth a Hugo).

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Taskmaster also continues:

Taskmaster s21e07 – Amy looks really cute in her patterned dress and her boots and with her hair like that! Spoilers from here )

John Kearns was the Taskmaster Podcast guest and, wow, I really do find him unlistenable. I multi-tasked through most of the episode, because otherwise I would’ve turned it off, and I did want to hear Ed’s thoughts on the episode, which I don’t think I got any of, just pause-ridden unrelated rambling from Kearns, and fell asleep during the last bit, which I’m not going to attempt to repeat. Ah well.


Taskmaster Australia s5e03 – I keep looking forward to Anisa’s outfits and she keeps not disappointing! Spoilers )
I've been procrastinating on posting my theatre and concert write-ups but this one is skipping the queue. I love Chung's short stories, they're very eerie and strange and often quite moving. I would recommend Cursed Bunny, Your Utopia, and Midnight Timetable.

Bora Chung appeared at Sydney Writers Festival in conversation with Siang Lu, author of Ghost Cities. This was a good discussion, featuring good banter between two friends who became acquainted at Ubud, Adelaide and Sydney Writers Festivals. Chung was quite self-deprecating and funny. She is multi-lingual, being fluent in English and a teacher and translator of Russian and Polish.

These notes are paraphrased and may contain inaccuracies!

Read more... )

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May. 23rd, 2026 11:29 am
Finished The Forgotten Beasts of Eld on audiobook, which I started... in ... April? Probably? Worked out really well for me on audio: the reader was excellent; I read the book decades ago, so I barely remembered it beyond "cat ... takes people away? maybe?"; the book's 1974 attitudes towards gender politics, independence, harm, and forgiveness are crunchily messy, which I enjoyed spending time with.

the je ne sais quoi of decades-old feminism )

I also read The Wolves of Willoughby Chase last night in like. An hour??? Wow that went down fast.

Dickens, tension, and Gothics, oh my! )

Anyway. If anyone has recs for Gothic novels or writing about the Gothic, I'd love to---- add them to my TBR.
The Boston Immigration Justice Accompaniment Network does a lot of vitally important work supporting immigrants in and around and from Massachusetts, including paying bond (the immigration detention equivalent of bail) to get people released from ICE detention. So much so, in fact, that after paying out over $1.5 million in 2026 alone (!!), they're scraping the bottom of the barrel for their bond fund. They urgently need more money to keep up this work. This is an all-volunteer organization -- I volunteer with them, and can vouch that aside from a tiny bit of overhead, every penny goes to helping immigrants.

I know times are tight and there are a million worthy causes around right now, but if you happen to have some spare funds you'd like to toss at a good cause, this is a really good one and a really good time to donate. Every little bit helps.

(And if you're not in a position to donate, no shame and no judgment.)

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May. 22nd, 2026 05:12 pm
So the Boston Immigrant Justice Accompaniment Network, where I volunteer, is scraping the bottom of their bond fund. If you have a few pennies to toss, now would be a really exceptional time.

(I personally have been scratching my head trying to figure out what kind of best talent show this town has ever seen might be helpful to the overall cause, so I guess if there's anything you've ever wanted to see me do or post about particularly that might work as a fundraising incentive, let me know???)

Work Update

May. 22nd, 2026 08:56 am
My contract runs out today. I was hoping they'd extend it, like they did for my predecessor, who worked here eight months and only left because she had a better offer elsewhere; but they're merging two offices and making my position redundant. Pity, I liked it pretty well here, and I'd just figured out a way to improve my efficiency on the one really busy day of each month, and was looking forward to trying it out next time it came around.

I've asked the temp agency if they've got anything else for me, and reapplied for EI. The latter should reactivate my claim, which I think still has a couple of months coverage. I have to apply as if it's a whole new claim, but last time I did this (last July or thereabouts, after my "new job" let me go after the first week) they reactivated the old one pretty smoothly and quickly, so I'm hoping there are still live humans at Employment Canada who'll understand the situation.

My only real dread at the moment is that Andrew will go into an anxiety spiral when he hears the news-- it's not his fault, he can't help it, but I low-key hate how whenever a problem comes up I have to worry about his reaction on top of the problem and my own emotions.

The Village Players have an event this weekend, and he'd actually offered, of his own accord, to come along to it with me even if it meant dealing with the stairs at the location. I don't know if he was still going to do that (they're forecasting rain), but we'll see what happens if this doesn't knock him for too much of a loop.
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